Happy Bunny Year & Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!

Well, the cute bunny is hoping into 2011 ^^
Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fatt Chai!!
May the bunny brings everyone good health, abundance of wealth and happiness throughout the year :)

This Chinese New Year is kinda boring.
Just paying some visit to relatives' and friends' house to gather and chitchat.
Luckily manage to meet up my Honey although it was just an one to two hours chatting session at her mom's house ^^
And also some movie sessions: I Love Hong Kong, The Green Hornet and Homecoming.
All the movies are funny and some are showed to remind us the importance of gathering during Chinese New Year, which is very meaningful ;)
There is still a list of movies which I wish to watch.
How nice if there is someone who is willing to go for a movie marathon with me :P
Since there is no other activity, I cancel my leave to start work early.
But I am not in the mood to work now =.="'
I am having very bad backache since last night and it really hurts a lot :'(
Will be heading back to Seremban tonight and might meet up some friends who have not meet up since years ago.

I am getting addicted to Subway's sandwiches recently!!
The sandwiches are yummy and delicious!!
And most of all, it is very healthy to consume especially for someone who is going on diet like me :D
Even Gordon is getting addicted to it too ;)
I think he is having it almost everyday!!
Now Subway has become our priority choice every time we're hungry during our outings ^^
I wanted to have Subway so badly ever since three days ago but till now, I still not manage to get one :(
Seriously wishing to walk to IOI Mall now and get one but it is quite far away.
Moreover, Mr Sun does not allowed me to do so with his hot temperature which might just burn me out :'(
Should suggest Subway to start having delivery services for their yummy sandwiches :)

Valentine is coming -----<@
Too bad it falls on Monday which he could not take leave to spend out the day with me.
I am actually expecting something special this year and now I am feeling a bit disappointed :(
It is not about having a grand meal and getting an expensive present, not the value that counts.
It is the moment that we share together and the memory that will stay with us for a very very very longgggg term or maybe, who knows it could just be forever, agree? ;)
Hopefully he is planning something for us!!

Memories in Cameron Highland

It was my first time in Cameron Highland for the past weekend with all the VIPs ;)
Not many activities to be done there, just visited the bee farm, tea plantation and night market.
While everyone was so excited going for the charcoal steamboat in a windy and cold evening, the Tom Yam soup was actually damn bitter, ewWwWw~
We didn't managed to walk long at the night market because it rained! Sunny Dolls' mission failed :(

That night was really unforgettable..
Everyone was in the room for Pillow Talk. I think it lasted for a few hours before everyone gets to sleep. It was raining outside but the joy and laughter made me felt warm inside ^^

Although it was tiring we had to travel so much, I really enjoyed it! The weekend full with joy, laughter and memories :)



How nice if Ms Tan and Ella's husband is in the photo too.. Love this photo so much!



VIPs of Cameron Highland trip ^^

I'm officially 21st!

Happy Birthday to me!

I'm now 21st and just got a key for freedom from my grandma. Thank you so much!
Didn't planned any grand celebration this year, just invited my family and few of my friends for steamboat at home. Too much food left till we have to continue with it the following day.
I'm glad cause almost everyone I invited manage to come on that day. Thanks so much for the attendance! It shows me how important I am in one's heart ;)

The next day, my dear honey, Jessie and I went for sing k session in Green Box.
Remembered the last we went was during her birthday in January. It was so long ago.
I believe both of us enjoyed the time spent together. Although most of the time we were singing, I felt happy cause we were together ;)

Monday morning, Ella told me that she can't manage to have lunch with me cause her best friend came all the way to visit her.
Lunch time, Joanne told me the same and she is going out to have lunch with her boyfriend.
I suspected that they were going out together without me but I told myself not to think too much.
Both of them came back late from lunch and this is boosting up my suspect. I thought they went to buy cake for my birthday but they came back with nothing.
Later on, Ella asked why there is no cake for my birthday so I told them my feeling.
Ella made noise in front of me, blaming Joyce for not buying cake and all, while Joanne told me that she was feeling guilty for they forgot to buy me cake and making me felt bad.
Not long after that, Ella came to my place telling me the printer was having problems after I used. When I am walking through the door to her place, I saw many of them standing near the pantry and they were lighting up the candles on a cake!
Oh My..... Just can't believed what they had did for me, lying to me the whole day just to give me the surprise, buying a nice n yummy jelly cake just for me.
When everyone started to sing, I almost teared. Just can't accept the fact that they actually didn't forgot and did so much for me.
Alicia even edited a video for me. It's funny but also touching. I really love it and appreciate what all of you had done! Thanks everyone ;)

I really had an unforgettable birthday this year! Love you guys till the max! MuacksSsSs~

Appreciate Your Love One

Just a few weeks back, the love of a girl left her
The girl's sister is a friend of mine
She was crying when she said this
Just imagine the person is just standing in front of you now
And the next second, he's gone forever...
Tears almost rolled off my eyes
If it's me, I'll get crazy!
Just hoping that the both of them are fine
May the guy who've brought hapiness and also sadness to the girl rest in peace...
So appreciate the person who you love,
Appreciate every moment that you're spending with them
Cause you'll never know what's happening next

My Only One

My dear,
It's been a long time since the last we met
Sorry for this, I hope you understand that it's not that I've forgotten about you
You're always here, deep inside my heart
I recall back those days when we're still young
We can just laughs out loud with no worries
But now, each of us has our own responsibilities and worries
Still remember the first time we met and known each other?
How we got so close and shares our stuffs together?
We talk till late in the midnight
We laugh and we cry together
Till when they fought and we're still contacting each other
After the conversation that day, I can just feel your stress
I'm worried...
Worried that you're not living good like how you promise to
I know there's no way to make any changes and since it's your only choice
Promise me, be tough!
Go through it and make a miracle! I know you can do it!
Though this may sound a bit lame but IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN!
Let me know if you need me, I'm always there for you...
Will love you and miss you always...

Someone...

All this while, I didn't want much!
I just wish to go for normal and simple life, but why is there so many things happening?
Is there anything I did wrong?
Is it all my fault and problems?
I am tired of all these!
I am just not that tough enough to go through all these alone, by myself!
I just hope there is someone who is willing to listen to me; sharing all my happiness and sadness....

Thousands of Thoughts and Feelings...

Work... Tired, stressed and bored
Everyday, I wake up at 8am, start work at 9am, WORK.......... go for lunch at 1pm, come back at 2pm, WORK.......... finish works at 6pm but most of the time, I go back late.
When reached home, I'll take my shower, have my dinner and in the same time, sit in front of the pc and the journey of movies begin.......... Although I feel tired but I only sleep at 12am.

Food + Health... Bored and sicked
I am BORED of the foods! Everyday have to think for what to eat during my lunch and also for my dinner. Sicked of it! This few days, I feel not really good. Ulcer and sore throat... Just now when I went to toilet, there is blood... OMG!!! I was so shocked and I almost cry. I called Jill and my mum and both of them said it's because I'm too hot and I did not drink enough of water and then I calmed down. This is the second time. I still remember the first time, when I was still a kid, around 6 years old, I experienced it once and I was admitted to the hospital. Hope it'll be alright for this time...

Family + Home... Missed Them
Every Friday evening, after work, I'll take bus to go back Seremban. Uncle will fetch me from bus station. Grandma... She is alone in Seremban all this time when I was studying and now working in KL. Mum... She is there too but there is nothing to be happy about. She is not working because she fell down and injured her leg but now it's getting better! Hope she'll recover as soon as possible and get back to work so she won't felt bored, sitting at home.
Since I'm not working during weekends, I wish to spend more of my time with my family at home!

Bb... Missed Him
We only meet once a week, or sometimes once two weeks. Last week, he went to Seremban to meet me and we spend time at home, resting and relaxing. Bb's birthday is near but I got no idea of what to buy for him. Anyone, any idea?

Friends... Missed Them Too
Beng has invited everyone of us to join him in a very grand festival at his hometown on the 30th April. I think everyone but me is attending. I also wish to join them because I know there will be a lot of fun. I really regret that I did not joined them much during our two years college's life. I hardly have continuous off days so I decided to accompany my grandma and mum at home. By the way, you guys have more fun and enjoy yourselves, alright?

April Fool

Yesterday was April Fool...
When we are growing up, April Fool tends to be not as fun as when we were in childhood.

Yesterday before lunch, my mum called. She said she is at IOI Mall; which is near my office. Then I asked why? She said my aunt send her there so I thought they were sending my cousin back to her college, Taylor. Then my mum asked to meet for lunch and I am quite excited so I asked where to go and what she wants to eat. Suddenly she started laughing and said " Today is April Fool. " Haiz... Bad mum! Still remember once she told me that she ask her friend to fetch her from airport on April Fool before this and guess what? Her friend really went and waited for her but when she called my mum to confirm the plane's time only he know he has been fooled! Ha ha... Poor friend :(

After my work, I went out to Mid Valley to meet Jill, Shaun, Roshene and Aly. At first, I thought they were joking when they say they want to go out because it is on the April Fool day. But I think they will not so we really met up. It has been so long since the last time we met! I think it is about one year ago when we were still in college's life, right? Anyway, I think everyone has changed, either physically or mentally. Although we only met for dinner and talk not much, I felt very happy and enjoyed. Hope to meet you all again soon. Love and miss you all so much! Take care!

Dear Bb, I know you may felt sad on what has happened. I do not know what to say to you because I know that you are tough enough to go through it. I just want you to know that when you are sad, I am even sad; when you are happy, I am more happy. I will stay by your side and support you all the time! So do let me know your problems so that I can share it with you. Angel will love Devil forever! Muacksss :)

New Work...

I am now working in a legal firm. Before I start my previous job, I actually came here for an interview, my first interview. That time, I did not pass my interview but the lawyer which is also the employer teaches me a lot of things. After I have resigned my previous work, I saw this advertisement in the newspaper hiring Account Clerk so I came for an interview. The lawyer did not recognised me at first but guess what? I have get an offer! The first day of work, she actually found out who I am and claims that I have changed a lot compare to last time. She said that I have more confident now. I felt so happy with this! Thank you!

The accountant here is a part timer and she only comes in once a week. My job is to help her to manage the accounts when she is not here. Luckily she is here during my first day. The works here are quite simple and I manage to get more knowledge compare to my previous work. Meanwhile, I am sitting alone in the room, felt boring because there is no one to talk to. Luckily, next week there will be a new colleague who is a Customer Service Manager that will be sharing the room with me. Hope that he is a friendly person. Seriously, I miss my ex-colleagues so much. Miss those moments when we actually hang out and made fun of each other. Anyway, hope that all of us will keep in touch always.

To all my friends out there, my working day is now from Monday to Friday so I am available during weekends and remember to contact me whenever there is gatherings or celebrations. Hope to share more time with my family + my Bb and also my friends. Miss everyone so much!

MoO... MoO...

MoO... MoO...
The cow has come!!!
Happy New Year everyone!!!
Hi, the cow in 2009 and bye, the rat in 2008. Ha ha...
At the end of a year, people normally refresh back what they had done in past year...
As for me, I pass my Diploma, got my driving license and came out to work.
And just like when winds blow, 2008 is gone...
Till now, I have work for 5 months. Times passes really fast...
In this time, I really learned a lot of things from my colleague, Ping...
I really appreciate her for teaching me everything that I do not know.
Actually, she is more like a friend to me. It is really nice that I met her.
Since I came out to work, I can feel that my relation with my friends is slowly fading...
I can feel that our topics are lesser nowadays...
I really do not know what to do... I felt scared about this...
Just like when I need somebody to share my words, I really do not know who can I find...
That time only I know that there is no one that I can talk to... This feeling is terribly bad!
What can I do??!!
Anyway, it is a new year so I should not felt bad, right?
I hope I can be tough throughout the days!
Guess what, 20 days later, it is Chinese New Year!
Almost finish with my shopping and hope the day come faster...
That time can get lots of Ang Paus... Ha ha... Hope my Ang Paus will not weight lighter just because I have worked... :) Ha ha...

Works...

Time passes so fast... Now is almost the end of August. Guess what? I had almost work for a month. I am working as a clerk in an advertising company. It seems like I just came in yesterday. All my colleagues are very nice, especially the other girl who works with me. She is very kind and friendly. Every time I faced problems, she is willing to teach me. Sometimes I really scare she will get irritated. Ha ha...

Actually I am in office now but I got no work to do. Sometimes really felt very boring when you got no works to do. I rather want more works. Does it sounds funny? Who want more works, right? But when you been through this kind of situation, you will know what I mean. For now, I am doing the same thing everyday. Every morning wake up, go to work, come back from work, watch TV and sleep. Last time, I only sleep after 12am but now, around 9pm I already felt tired and felt like sleeping. I really got no mood to do other things. They say this is how your life should be when you start working. Ha ha...

In one week time from now, I will get my pay. First time pay, have to treat a lot of people for meal. Hope they do not ask me to treat them for too expensive foods. Ha ha... Anyway, must save some money for shopping also. So long did not went for shopping already. That time must find some "Shopping Legs" to accompany me. If they saw this blog, sure they know who are they. Ha ha...

Our 3rd Year Anniversary!

Guess what? Angel and Devil have been together for 3 years on the 23rd July 2008!

Bb, I still remember that few years ago, you suddenly sent me a forward message. That time, I still do not know you but you keep on say we known each other. You also claim that I, myself who gave you my hand phone's number. Till today, I still cannot remember since when I had gave you my number. Maybe this is what they called 'destiny'! Haha... And now, we have been together for 3 years! Bb, I want you to know that in this 3 years, I had not felt regret to be with you, even for the up coming years! I hope you feel the same too! Bb, sorry for not being by your side today. But please do not worry cause this Sunday we are meeting. Really cannot wait to see you anymore! Haha... Bb, sometimes I might make you feel angry so hope you will forgive me. Every humans may make mistakes including you. Haha... Do not worry! I will also forgive you if you make me piss off. Haha... Bb, I hope we will still be together for the rest of our life! Although it sounds hard, I know we can make it! Bb, Happy 3 years anniversary! I will love you till the end of my life! Muacks...

My Hostel's Legs [ Kaki ]

Aly... Dear, how are you? Everything still fine? how about your dad? Still can handle it? Now, you are still studying, right? You must be more hardworking than before! Do not always skip classes, OK? How is Shi En? Still together? I hope so... Please send my regards to him. Thank you! Tell you something, I got my license! next time got car, can go fetch you so that you wont get lost! Haha... Anyway, if you have any problem, I am always glad to be your listener. Do remember my existence, OK? Miss you so much! Muacksss...

Jill... Amoi, how about you? You got the stewardess job, right? Congrats! Still remember that I said one day, you sure can get the job? Now you got it so have to treat me a meal,deal? So when are you starting your work? Do let me know, OK? Anytime you go anywhere, must buy some souvenirs for me, OK? I really miss the days with you, gossiping about many things and sharing a lot of secrets! Haha... By the way, do not always quarrel with Sha-un, OK? I know both of you love each other very much! Please accommodate him sometimes, OK? Hope to see both of you happy always! Muacksss...

Roshene... Roshene!!! I miss you so much! I really miss those days that we always bully you! [BAD!] especially Jill and I always make you feel irritating. Haha... When think of your face only, I can start smiling now. Actually we like to disturb you because you can get angry easily and your face look funny and cute when you are angry. Haha... Hope you do not mind. Sorry if I had ever made you felt sad! Anyway, take care of yourself, OK? Do find me when you are free, OK? Muacksss...

For you girls information, I am fine in Seremban. I just done with my graduation and now waiting for the certificate so that I can apply for jobs. When I got my jobs, I will let you girls know, OK? Now everyday sitting at home, watching TV. Sometimes go out shopping and sing with friends or my granny, sometimes go find Gordon in KL and sometimes go to my aunt's house in PD. And right now, I am in PD. Anyway, I want to congrats Aly and Jill, the both of you for graduating from TARC. We was once Tarcians but now, we are not anymore! Haha... As for Roshene, add oil and put more effort in your studies, OK? One year more, you can graduate also! Haha... Good luck! Girls, I hope in future we can always have gathering so that we can maintain our relation, OK? Do keep in touch! I will never let you guys get out of my friends' list! Love and miss you girls much! Muacksss...

My happy pills!

Holiday starts and now I start to miss them, my happy pills... Who are they? They are the one I met during my 2 years study in college life.

My classmates:

Lik Teng, Nichole, Jia Xi, Regene, Chien Yee, Eunice, Ah Beng, Lala, Ah Chai, Tupai, Chee Siang and Wai Seng

I think all of you guys know there were many problems in our gang. This one not good, that one not good and I believe that everyone of us had say bad about the others, right? Here, I would like to say sorry to all of you if I had ever make you feel bad. Hope you all will accept my apologise. To tell the truth, I had not regret for meeting you guys. I appreciate all the moments I had with you all. The moment we was in the class, the moment we ate together, the moment we walked together, the moment we sang together,

Tupai's birthday in Greenbox...

the moment we celebrated each others' birthday,

Beng and Chien Yee's birthday... Stupid face!

the moment we shopped together, the moment we hang out and talk together and also the moment we made fun of each other... I always think why do not I hang out with you all from the beginning but I think I should say I am happy because I had joined you all for some times. After this, many of us are going on different ways, but anyway, I hope you all will have a good future. To those who continue studies, good luck! Always go for lectures and tutorials! And remember to study smart and hard! Never ever give up and do not give yourself too much stress. To those who are going to different college, may you guys will adapt yourself to the new lifestyle. But when you got new friends already, do not forget us, OK? As for the Redang's trip, I know whether I am there or not, there will not be any difference to you guys. But hope you all will have fun and take more photo so that I can see, OK? Jia Xi, I wan to go for singing! When I am free, we go, OK? Ha ha... Anyway, keep in contact always and do remember our friendships! Love you guys so much! Muahx...

Our chinese new year trip! Really enjoy it!

My hostel friends: Jillian and Aly
My friend: Roshene

Jillian and Aly!!! The girls that everyone thought they are Malays. Ha ha... Still remember that I suppose to stay in the same room with Jill but at last both of you became roommates. Anyway, I think I am also one of your roommates, right? I have my own room but yet, I always stay over in your place.

Jill, me and Aly in Starbucks!

Roshene, although you are staying outside, you are like one of the residents in hostel. I think in one week, you came to hostel at least 3 days, right? Ha ha... And we always go hang out in Jaya Jusco and TBR. Go JJ from 12pm to 10pm. Very small complex but do not know how we can walk so long there. Go for tea in TBR till 3,4am. And hang out in the hostel, playing badminton and also talking rubbish! Ha ha... Miss it so much! I know you all since primary school and I really cannot believe that we had hang out for the past 2 years. Sometimes I felt very sorry for leaving you guys and go to Gordon's house but what to do? Boyfriend... Last time Aly complaining I always not in the hostel but when she met Shi En, different story! She also going out every night, leaving her roommate alone. I think Aly know how I feel when your boyfriend stay so near, right? As for Jill, I think if your boyfriend stay near, you will had been going to his place everyday, right? He he... Roshene, I know how you feel about boyfriend but trust me, one day, you are going to meet your 'prince' and do not forget to bring him to see us. Although we are going on our own way now, we can still meet each other because we are staying in the same hometown. Roshene, you must be the driver for us. You know how Aly drives (60km/j on highway and got lost in Kepong), Jill did not drive since she got her license and I have not got my license yet. So I say thank you first, OK? Jill, wish you luck if you are still going for stewardess interview and do not forget to let me know if you got through it. Hope you can succeed one day because I know you really love this job. Aly, hope you will get adapted to your new lifestyle in new college. Do not talk to strangers! Ha ha... Please remember us even if you got your new friends and all the best in your studies! Do not always go find boyfriend, remember to go for every class, promise? Roshene, although all of us are leaving but our souls are still by your side. Ha ha... Gordon teach me this line. Anyway, good luck in your studies too! Try to mix around with more friends so that you will not be lonely there, OK? I love you guys too! Remember to keep in touch! If not, I kill you all in the drain! Wakaka...

The day before exam, all of us in Starbucks studying... But we did not forgot to take pic...


Lastly, to all my friends, I really appreciate all the memorable times that you guys had gave me and trust me, I will love and miss you guys a lot! Once a friend, forever a friend!

What should I do?

I just finished my 2 years studies of diploma in TAR College and right now I am waiting for my results. I do not mind for not getting "A". I just hope that I can pass all my subjects. In the mean time, I am worrying about something. I am thinking of what should I do after this? Should I continue my study or should I come out to work? I know with a diploma's certificate, I cannot find for a very good job but what can I do? I already have no mood to study. Bored of travelling every week from Seremban to KL. Bored of waking up early in the morning. And bored of walking from hostel to college everyday. Besides that, I am a very lazy girl. Every time when exams are near, I see all my friends study very hard but I just cannot sit quietly and study. I always do last minute study. It is very stressing and tiring! All my friends think I am smart, last minute study also can pass my papers. But do they know I actually have more stress than they had? They used 1 to 2 weeks time to study 1 subject but I only used 1 to 2 days! I am not blaming on anyone. Just that I am not as smart as what they think. It is my own problem of being lazy. But this habit cannot be changed. What can I do? This is why I am giving up on studying and thinking of start working. Besides that, I think my family also cannot support me anymore. Many of them including my friends keep on asking me to continue my study but I do not want to troublesome my family. Can anyone tell me what should I do? Study or work? I got think of continuing my study later after I have earned enough money from working. But there are people who say after you had come out and work, you will not have the mood to study anymore. I know if I continue study to a higher level, it is good for my own future. But I really do not know how to decide. I want to study and I do not want to study. Do you get what I mean?