Tuesday, December 22, 2009

My Only One

My dear,
It's been a long time since the last we met
Sorry for this, I hope you understand that it's not that I've forgotten about you
You're always here, deep inside my heart
I recall back those days when we're still young
We can just laughs out loud with no worries
But now, each of us has our own responsibilities and worries
Still remember the first time we met and known each other?
How we got so close and shares our stuffs together?
We talk till late in the midnight
We laugh and we cry together
Till when they fought and we're still contacting each other
After the conversation that day, I can just feel your stress
I'm worried...
Worried that you're not living good like how you promise to
I know there's no way to make any changes and since it's your only choice
Promise me, be tough!
Go through it and make a miracle! I know you can do it!
Though this may sound a bit lame but IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, YOU CAN!
Let me know if you need me, I'm always there for you...
Will love you and miss you always...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Someone...

All this while, I didn't want much!
I just wish to go for normal and simple life, but why is there so many things happening?
Is there anything I did wrong?
Is it all my fault and problems?
I am tired of all these!
I am just not that tough enough to go through all these alone, by myself!
I just hope there is someone who is willing to listen to me; sharing all my happiness and sadness....

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Thousands of Thoughts and Feelings...

Work... Tired, stressed and bored
Everyday, I wake up at 8am, start work at 9am, WORK.......... go for lunch at 1pm, come back at 2pm, WORK.......... finish works at 6pm but most of the time, I go back late.
When reached home, I'll take my shower, have my dinner and in the same time, sit in front of the pc and the journey of movies begin.......... Although I feel tired but I only sleep at 12am.


Food + Health... Bored and sicked
I am BORED of the foods! Everyday have to think for what to eat during my lunch and also for my dinner. Sicked of it! This few days, I feel not really good. Ulcer and sore throat... Just now when I went to toilet, there is blood... OMG!!! I was so shocked and I almost cry. I called Jill and my mum and both of them said it's because I'm too hot and I did not drink enough of water and then I calmed down. This is the second time. I still remember the first time, when I was still a kid, around 6 years old, I experienced it once and I was admitted to the hospital. Hope it'll be alright for this time...

Family + Home... Missed Them
Every Friday evening, after work, I'll take bus to go back Seremban. Uncle will fetch me from bus station. Grandma... She is alone in Seremban all this time when I was studying and now working in KL. Mum... She is there too but there is nothing to be happy about. She is not working because she fell down and injured her leg but now it's getting better! Hope she'll recover as soon as possible and get back to work so she won't felt bored, sitting at home.
Since I'm not working during weekends, I wish to spend more of my time with my family at home!

Bb... Missed Him
We only meet once a week, or sometimes once two weeks. Last week, he went to Seremban to meet me and we spend time at home, resting and relaxing. Bb's birthday is near but I got no idea of what to buy for him. Anyone, any idea?

Friends... Missed Them Too
Beng has invited everyone of us to join him in a very grand festival at his hometown on the 30th April. I think everyone but me is attending. I also wish to join them because I know there will be a lot of fun. I really regret that I did not joined them much during our two years college's life. I hardly have continuous off days so I decided to accompany my grandma and mum at home. By the way, you guys have more fun and enjoy yourselves, alright?

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

April Fool

Yesterday was April Fool...
When we are growing up, April Fool tends to be not as fun as when we were in childhood.

Yesterday before lunch, my mum called. She said she is at IOI Mall; which is near my office. Then I asked why? She said my aunt send her there so I thought they were sending my cousin back to her college, Taylor. Then my mum asked to meet for lunch and I am quite excited so I asked where to go and what she wants to eat. Suddenly she started laughing and said " Today is April Fool. " Haiz... Bad mum! Still remember once she told me that she ask her friend to fetch her from airport on April Fool before this and guess what? Her friend really went and waited for her but when she called my mum to confirm the plane's time only he know he has been fooled! Ha ha... Poor friend :(

After my work, I went out to Mid Valley to meet Jill, Shaun, Roshene and Aly. At first, I thought they were joking when they say they want to go out because it is on the April Fool day. But I think they will not so we really met up. It has been so long since the last time we met! I think it is about one year ago when we were still in college's life, right? Anyway, I think everyone has changed, either physically or mentally. Although we only met for dinner and talk not much, I felt very happy and enjoyed. Hope to meet you all again soon. Love and miss you all so much! Take care!


Dear Bb, I know you may felt sad on what has happened. I do not know what to say to you because I know that you are tough enough to go through it. I just want you to know that when you are sad, I am even sad; when you are happy, I am more happy. I will stay by your side and support you all the time! So do let me know your problems so that I can share it with you. Angel will love Devil forever! Muacksss :)

Monday, March 16, 2009

New Work...

I am now working in a legal firm. Before I start my previous job, I actually came here for an interview, my first interview. That time, I did not pass my interview but the lawyer which is also the employer teaches me a lot of things. After I have resigned my previous work, I saw this advertisement in the newspaper hiring Account Clerk so I came for an interview. The lawyer did not recognised me at first but guess what? I have get an offer! The first day of work, she actually found out who I am and claims that I have changed a lot compare to last time. She said that I have more confident now. I felt so happy with this! Thank you!

The accountant here is a part timer and she only comes in once a week. My job is to help her to manage the accounts when she is not here. Luckily she is here during my first day. The works here are quite simple and I manage to get more knowledge compare to my previous work. Meanwhile, I am sitting alone in the room, felt boring because there is no one to talk to. Luckily, next week there will be a new colleague who is a Customer Service Manager that will be sharing the room with me. Hope that he is a friendly person. Seriously, I miss my ex-colleagues so much. Miss those moments when we actually hang out and made fun of each other. Anyway, hope that all of us will keep in touch always.

To all my friends out there, my working day is now from Monday to Friday so I am available during weekends and remember to contact me whenever there is gatherings or celebrations. Hope to share more time with my family + my Bb and also my friends. Miss everyone so much!