Thousands of Thoughts and Feelings...

Work... Tired, stressed and bored
Everyday, I wake up at 8am, start work at 9am, WORK.......... go for lunch at 1pm, come back at 2pm, WORK.......... finish works at 6pm but most of the time, I go back late.
When reached home, I'll take my shower, have my dinner and in the same time, sit in front of the pc and the journey of movies begin.......... Although I feel tired but I only sleep at 12am.

Food + Health... Bored and sicked
I am BORED of the foods! Everyday have to think for what to eat during my lunch and also for my dinner. Sicked of it! This few days, I feel not really good. Ulcer and sore throat... Just now when I went to toilet, there is blood... OMG!!! I was so shocked and I almost cry. I called Jill and my mum and both of them said it's because I'm too hot and I did not drink enough of water and then I calmed down. This is the second time. I still remember the first time, when I was still a kid, around 6 years old, I experienced it once and I was admitted to the hospital. Hope it'll be alright for this time...

Family + Home... Missed Them
Every Friday evening, after work, I'll take bus to go back Seremban. Uncle will fetch me from bus station. Grandma... She is alone in Seremban all this time when I was studying and now working in KL. Mum... She is there too but there is nothing to be happy about. She is not working because she fell down and injured her leg but now it's getting better! Hope she'll recover as soon as possible and get back to work so she won't felt bored, sitting at home.
Since I'm not working during weekends, I wish to spend more of my time with my family at home!

Bb... Missed Him
We only meet once a week, or sometimes once two weeks. Last week, he went to Seremban to meet me and we spend time at home, resting and relaxing. Bb's birthday is near but I got no idea of what to buy for him. Anyone, any idea?

Friends... Missed Them Too
Beng has invited everyone of us to join him in a very grand festival at his hometown on the 30th April. I think everyone but me is attending. I also wish to join them because I know there will be a lot of fun. I really regret that I did not joined them much during our two years college's life. I hardly have continuous off days so I decided to accompany my grandma and mum at home. By the way, you guys have more fun and enjoy yourselves, alright?

April Fool

Yesterday was April Fool...
When we are growing up, April Fool tends to be not as fun as when we were in childhood.

Yesterday before lunch, my mum called. She said she is at IOI Mall; which is near my office. Then I asked why? She said my aunt send her there so I thought they were sending my cousin back to her college, Taylor. Then my mum asked to meet for lunch and I am quite excited so I asked where to go and what she wants to eat. Suddenly she started laughing and said " Today is April Fool. " Haiz... Bad mum! Still remember once she told me that she ask her friend to fetch her from airport on April Fool before this and guess what? Her friend really went and waited for her but when she called my mum to confirm the plane's time only he know he has been fooled! Ha ha... Poor friend :(

After my work, I went out to Mid Valley to meet Jill, Shaun, Roshene and Aly. At first, I thought they were joking when they say they want to go out because it is on the April Fool day. But I think they will not so we really met up. It has been so long since the last time we met! I think it is about one year ago when we were still in college's life, right? Anyway, I think everyone has changed, either physically or mentally. Although we only met for dinner and talk not much, I felt very happy and enjoyed. Hope to meet you all again soon. Love and miss you all so much! Take care!

Dear Bb, I know you may felt sad on what has happened. I do not know what to say to you because I know that you are tough enough to go through it. I just want you to know that when you are sad, I am even sad; when you are happy, I am more happy. I will stay by your side and support you all the time! So do let me know your problems so that I can share it with you. Angel will love Devil forever! Muacksss :)

New Work...

I am now working in a legal firm. Before I start my previous job, I actually came here for an interview, my first interview. That time, I did not pass my interview but the lawyer which is also the employer teaches me a lot of things. After I have resigned my previous work, I saw this advertisement in the newspaper hiring Account Clerk so I came for an interview. The lawyer did not recognised me at first but guess what? I have get an offer! The first day of work, she actually found out who I am and claims that I have changed a lot compare to last time. She said that I have more confident now. I felt so happy with this! Thank you!

The accountant here is a part timer and she only comes in once a week. My job is to help her to manage the accounts when she is not here. Luckily she is here during my first day. The works here are quite simple and I manage to get more knowledge compare to my previous work. Meanwhile, I am sitting alone in the room, felt boring because there is no one to talk to. Luckily, next week there will be a new colleague who is a Customer Service Manager that will be sharing the room with me. Hope that he is a friendly person. Seriously, I miss my ex-colleagues so much. Miss those moments when we actually hang out and made fun of each other. Anyway, hope that all of us will keep in touch always.

To all my friends out there, my working day is now from Monday to Friday so I am available during weekends and remember to contact me whenever there is gatherings or celebrations. Hope to share more time with my family + my Bb and also my friends. Miss everyone so much!

MoO... MoO...

MoO... MoO...
The cow has come!!!
Happy New Year everyone!!!
Hi, the cow in 2009 and bye, the rat in 2008. Ha ha...
At the end of a year, people normally refresh back what they had done in past year...
As for me, I pass my Diploma, got my driving license and came out to work.
And just like when winds blow, 2008 is gone...
Till now, I have work for 5 months. Times passes really fast...
In this time, I really learned a lot of things from my colleague, Ping...
I really appreciate her for teaching me everything that I do not know.
Actually, she is more like a friend to me. It is really nice that I met her.
Since I came out to work, I can feel that my relation with my friends is slowly fading...
I can feel that our topics are lesser nowadays...
I really do not know what to do... I felt scared about this...
Just like when I need somebody to share my words, I really do not know who can I find...
That time only I know that there is no one that I can talk to... This feeling is terribly bad!
What can I do??!!
Anyway, it is a new year so I should not felt bad, right?
I hope I can be tough throughout the days!
Guess what, 20 days later, it is Chinese New Year!
Almost finish with my shopping and hope the day come faster...
That time can get lots of Ang Paus... Ha ha... Hope my Ang Paus will not weight lighter just because I have worked... :) Ha ha...

Works...

Time passes so fast... Now is almost the end of August. Guess what? I had almost work for a month. I am working as a clerk in an advertising company. It seems like I just came in yesterday. All my colleagues are very nice, especially the other girl who works with me. She is very kind and friendly. Every time I faced problems, she is willing to teach me. Sometimes I really scare she will get irritated. Ha ha...

Actually I am in office now but I got no work to do. Sometimes really felt very boring when you got no works to do. I rather want more works. Does it sounds funny? Who want more works, right? But when you been through this kind of situation, you will know what I mean. For now, I am doing the same thing everyday. Every morning wake up, go to work, come back from work, watch TV and sleep. Last time, I only sleep after 12am but now, around 9pm I already felt tired and felt like sleeping. I really got no mood to do other things. They say this is how your life should be when you start working. Ha ha...

In one week time from now, I will get my pay. First time pay, have to treat a lot of people for meal. Hope they do not ask me to treat them for too expensive foods. Ha ha... Anyway, must save some money for shopping also. So long did not went for shopping already. That time must find some "Shopping Legs" to accompany me. If they saw this blog, sure they know who are they. Ha ha...