My happy pills!

Holiday starts and now I start to miss them, my happy pills... Who are they? They are the one I met during my 2 years study in college life.

My classmates:

Lik Teng, Nichole, Jia Xi, Regene, Chien Yee, Eunice, Ah Beng, Lala, Ah Chai, Tupai, Chee Siang and Wai Seng

I think all of you guys know there were many problems in our gang. This one not good, that one not good and I believe that everyone of us had say bad about the others, right? Here, I would like to say sorry to all of you if I had ever make you feel bad. Hope you all will accept my apologise. To tell the truth, I had not regret for meeting you guys. I appreciate all the moments I had with you all. The moment we was in the class, the moment we ate together, the moment we walked together, the moment we sang together,

Tupai's birthday in Greenbox...

the moment we celebrated each others' birthday,

Beng and Chien Yee's birthday... Stupid face!

the moment we shopped together, the moment we hang out and talk together and also the moment we made fun of each other... I always think why do not I hang out with you all from the beginning but I think I should say I am happy because I had joined you all for some times. After this, many of us are going on different ways, but anyway, I hope you all will have a good future. To those who continue studies, good luck! Always go for lectures and tutorials! And remember to study smart and hard! Never ever give up and do not give yourself too much stress. To those who are going to different college, may you guys will adapt yourself to the new lifestyle. But when you got new friends already, do not forget us, OK? As for the Redang's trip, I know whether I am there or not, there will not be any difference to you guys. But hope you all will have fun and take more photo so that I can see, OK? Jia Xi, I wan to go for singing! When I am free, we go, OK? Ha ha... Anyway, keep in contact always and do remember our friendships! Love you guys so much! Muahx...

Our chinese new year trip! Really enjoy it!

My hostel friends: Jillian and Aly
My friend: Roshene

Jillian and Aly!!! The girls that everyone thought they are Malays. Ha ha... Still remember that I suppose to stay in the same room with Jill but at last both of you became roommates. Anyway, I think I am also one of your roommates, right? I have my own room but yet, I always stay over in your place.

Jill, me and Aly in Starbucks!

Roshene, although you are staying outside, you are like one of the residents in hostel. I think in one week, you came to hostel at least 3 days, right? Ha ha... And we always go hang out in Jaya Jusco and TBR. Go JJ from 12pm to 10pm. Very small complex but do not know how we can walk so long there. Go for tea in TBR till 3,4am. And hang out in the hostel, playing badminton and also talking rubbish! Ha ha... Miss it so much! I know you all since primary school and I really cannot believe that we had hang out for the past 2 years. Sometimes I felt very sorry for leaving you guys and go to Gordon's house but what to do? Boyfriend... Last time Aly complaining I always not in the hostel but when she met Shi En, different story! She also going out every night, leaving her roommate alone. I think Aly know how I feel when your boyfriend stay so near, right? As for Jill, I think if your boyfriend stay near, you will had been going to his place everyday, right? He he... Roshene, I know how you feel about boyfriend but trust me, one day, you are going to meet your 'prince' and do not forget to bring him to see us. Although we are going on our own way now, we can still meet each other because we are staying in the same hometown. Roshene, you must be the driver for us. You know how Aly drives (60km/j on highway and got lost in Kepong), Jill did not drive since she got her license and I have not got my license yet. So I say thank you first, OK? Jill, wish you luck if you are still going for stewardess interview and do not forget to let me know if you got through it. Hope you can succeed one day because I know you really love this job. Aly, hope you will get adapted to your new lifestyle in new college. Do not talk to strangers! Ha ha... Please remember us even if you got your new friends and all the best in your studies! Do not always go find boyfriend, remember to go for every class, promise? Roshene, although all of us are leaving but our souls are still by your side. Ha ha... Gordon teach me this line. Anyway, good luck in your studies too! Try to mix around with more friends so that you will not be lonely there, OK? I love you guys too! Remember to keep in touch! If not, I kill you all in the drain! Wakaka...

The day before exam, all of us in Starbucks studying... But we did not forgot to take pic...


Lastly, to all my friends, I really appreciate all the memorable times that you guys had gave me and trust me, I will love and miss you guys a lot! Once a friend, forever a friend!

What should I do?

I just finished my 2 years studies of diploma in TAR College and right now I am waiting for my results. I do not mind for not getting "A". I just hope that I can pass all my subjects. In the mean time, I am worrying about something. I am thinking of what should I do after this? Should I continue my study or should I come out to work? I know with a diploma's certificate, I cannot find for a very good job but what can I do? I already have no mood to study. Bored of travelling every week from Seremban to KL. Bored of waking up early in the morning. And bored of walking from hostel to college everyday. Besides that, I am a very lazy girl. Every time when exams are near, I see all my friends study very hard but I just cannot sit quietly and study. I always do last minute study. It is very stressing and tiring! All my friends think I am smart, last minute study also can pass my papers. But do they know I actually have more stress than they had? They used 1 to 2 weeks time to study 1 subject but I only used 1 to 2 days! I am not blaming on anyone. Just that I am not as smart as what they think. It is my own problem of being lazy. But this habit cannot be changed. What can I do? This is why I am giving up on studying and thinking of start working. Besides that, I think my family also cannot support me anymore. Many of them including my friends keep on asking me to continue my study but I do not want to troublesome my family. Can anyone tell me what should I do? Study or work? I got think of continuing my study later after I have earned enough money from working. But there are people who say after you had come out and work, you will not have the mood to study anymore. I know if I continue study to a higher level, it is good for my own future. But I really do not know how to decide. I want to study and I do not want to study. Do you get what I mean?